After a huge buffet

To tell you the truth, last week was really a terrible week. Because I got a warning letter from MOE, and it is a huge buffet to me, I think. I had never thought that it would be me who got the terrible marks and even worn by MOE at last.

I think a lot about myself after that huge buffet, I ask myself why this happened, and what I should do to avoid a second letter from MOE, and what changes I should make about my study and life. And what encourage me is that I find out all of those.

After a huge buffet, I realize that I spent so much time on computer before. Even though I never play computer games during my daily life, it doesn’t mean that it will be OK for me to open my computer. Actually, I watched so many movies and spent so much time on chatting every night before. The result was that I spared very little time on the homework of math and C programming.

After a huge buffet, I noticed that my timetable has some problems. I always slept very late and got up late. I never caught on the first bus in the morning before. And every night I studied in my room, sometimes I opened my computer because I said to myself that I had to do my essay or blog. But the true was that I spent two hours to finish several words’ work!

After a huge buffet, I feel really sad and disappointed. And I felt very sorry to my parents. It was them who received the letter and it would let them worry about me again.

But I learnt many things from this buffet, and I think it is also what MOE hope I can learn. Recall my study road, I never success very easily, it seems that through all my life, I must experience many different kinds of buffet before I reach what I wish to reach. At least after this buffet, I get the point that I should try my best to get into the real study road which belongs to me forever.

After a huge buffet, I understand the next time I will be the real one who am I. Study will never be a problem for me if I just try. And I think I will do it. I spend less time on the things that are not necessary, like the downloaded movies and QQ chatting. I step by step get used to another kind of living. I force myself getting up very early in the morning and have a morning running every day. So in order to be energetic in the classes the next day, I should to sleep half an hour earlier than before. In order to get away from the computer, I try to study in the canteen during the study time and the true is that my study efficiency improved.

After a huge buffet, I don’t feel I’m an also-ran. On the contrary, I feel much more comfortable than before after a deep thinking. Although this huge buffet gives me lots of affect, I think most of them are good for me. With so much pressure, I believe I will take the rest study carefully and seriously. And also maybe I can change this pressure into the energy to study well, and so I can get the courage to tell my parents on the phone that:

"After a huge buffet, it doesn’t leave the message that I’m fail, but that I will be the next winner."